September 2009
7 posts
You told me you liked my best friend today.
Do I even mean anything to you?
Why am I like this?
Why do I tell myself that everything is going to be fine, to be okay? …. When I know it’s not? I question every move I make, and they make me end up regretting them. I told myself, I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t let my heart fall down into your hands, and then see you crush it right in front of my eyes. I’m struggling to find someone way better then you, but it’s...
I can't find myself anymore. I'm lost in a world...
When you talked to me you stuttered alot, and I...
I hate the fact that you think I'm okay.
When I’m really not, and I think I never will be without you.
September, 2008 - so long ago...
I don’t know why I feel this way. I feel as if though the reasons are seeping in my body are because the weird conscious feelings I have for him are because I don’t know him. I don’t know what he’s like, I don’t know how he feels, I don’t know why he’s never talked to me, nor why I haven’t talked to him. I try to blink two times and say that the...