I know that you don’t think that I’m the one for you, but is she? I know that sometimes I might make you feel like shit, but I really do love you. And yeah, maybe I don’t know what love really means, but this, this is real. I just hope you come out of your dream though, I wish I could shake you and say, “Wake the hell up, don’t you see I’m right here?!” I want to do that, but then I’d look crazy. I’d look like some girl who you never knew you were friends with. Yes, we have our roller coasters. But guess what? I’m still here, I’m still waiting for you to open your eyes and see what you’ve been looking for has been always right in front of you. I’m tired of hearing the things you say about them, I’m tired of seeing you like pretty girls. Am I the ugly step sister? I remember when we first actually had a real conversation. It was about us trading pencils. And then, I didn’t feel the magic. But now, now it’s here. Have you ever heard of the phrase, “If I love you enough, I just have to let you go.”? Well, I don’t want to let you go, I want to stay here until you realize. Realize the imperfections I have are me, realize that they’re never going to feel to you the way I do, and realize that I do honestly think of you more than a best friend. I just hope one day, one day… you’d see the real me.