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August 3, 2009

I’m tired of saying that I love you, when all you do is say you love her. Is it my fault I feel differently about you then how you feel about me? I whiten my teeth, brush my hair, take showers every day, and everything…. just for you. And what do you give me? Nothing. Absolutely nothing in comparison of what I give you. I wish that I can get over you, because I’m pretty sure some other guys are waiting for me. But it’s impossible when your basically drawing me deeper and deeper into your trap. I’m starting to realize, though… we will never be. And, I just have to except that. But I don’t know why I still love you. Why can’t you just love me?