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August 25, 2009
Wow,

I haven’t been writing, posting, or doing anything from me on tumblr lately, have I? Well, I guess I should start off by saying I have been going on tumblr everyday to read my followers posts, I just never do any for mine. Well, hi again. If you’re reading, you probably are really fantastic to give up a few minutes in your day to read this.

I feel…. like I’m trapped. I feel…. torn in half visibly and no one’s bothering to look at me for one second and help me get out of this mess. I’m so…. alone. And lately I’ve been looking down on myself because a couple of other people look down on me. I think I’m starting to feel like I’m not capable of doing anything other than being myself, but no one likes or excepts that.